photo intensive. me and cosplay over the years
some pics. is all .
I think I like long hair better…
Here’s a look at me over the years. from the earliest that i can find. in some sort of order, from newest to oldest. or something like that.
I’d imagine there are about 5-8 other costumes not uploaded. there abouts? which brings me up to a little over 20 costumes over 4 yrs?
…
have i kept my own counsel for so long, that I have forgotten how to talk to someone else? but who would understand, the hurt, the misadventures, the love, the times, because i have not talked for so long?
guilty guilty
i feel guilty, but i really shouldnt be should i? i can’t look out for everyone and i’ve had it with looking out for you. but still its not something that is easy to give up is it.
old blog.
http://unsungrequiem.blogspot.com/
really really really old blog. have things changed?? lol apparently some idiot tried to spam my chatterbox not aware that this blog as been abandoned. dumbass.
Some really cool pics and costumes that i want to do…and others
here are some t-shirt designs i did and want to print some day.
Gambit shirts. anyone else want one?
Psylocke shirt.
I’ll probably do a Angel shirt next. Or maybe someone else. not sure yet. any suggestions?
back to costumes and whad not. really cool anime-d DC characters.
Black Canary Ninja!
Catwoman
The Cheetah
Supergirl
Batgirl V1.
and V2.
Zatana
that’s all.
I Wish…
I wish that people would stop asking me about whether I have a boyfriend or am I in a relationship etc.
seriously, is that the best question you ppl can think off?
how bout…oh I dunno
‘Did you get an epiphany today?’
‘Been possessed by ghosts recently?’
or something more interesting.
‘are you still with your boyfriend?’ sheesh. am I defined by my relationship regardless if its existent or not? its not like I go around asking anyone ELSE about their relationships, existent or not do I? why? cause i personally don’t give a fuck. unless you need to talk it out or rant or need someone to bash you in about it, I really dont want to know anything about it; your problems, not mine. I don’t mind helping, but I really don’t need the details.
after all who am I to judge?
I am neither maker, creator nor destroyer.
I want to know nothing, so I cannot know everything. I don’t want to know everything, but I want too know nothing. Perhaps when I know nothing, I will know everything.
Take for example; one of my current family dramas.
Oldest Uncle on my Dad’s side is having an affair, and has been for the past two years. His kids are all grown up and capable of looking after themselves. He’s about, 60+ age wise.
Do I care that he’s having an affair? No.
Do I think he’s wrong in having an affair? No.
Do I think its wrong for everyone to take the side of his wife and kids and stand against him? Yah.
Do I think that everyone else should ostracize him because of the affair? No.
Do I think that I should avoid him because of what he’s chosen to do? No.
Why?
Simple.
Who the hell am I to judge?
Do I know him well? No.
Do I know his family well? No.
Do I know the complete circumstances of what happened? No.
Do I care that he’s having an affair? No.
Should I care that he’s having an affair? No.
I think its really no one else’s business what he’s doing or up to, other than his family. His live, his choices. So what if he’s old, has a family, has ‘responsibilities’? At least he waited for his kids to be able to support themselves and their mother before reveling anything. At least he did his family right first by supporting them financially or whatever way they may need it in what way that he could before apparently ‘ditching’ them.
When you get right down to it, I’m junior to him in age, rank, experiance and so forth, how the hell am I supposed to say if he’s right or wrong? In fact, I’m quite certain I’m not supposed to; and I assure you I don’t want to. There is so much I don’t know, that anyone knows. Circumstantial things. Frankly I don’t care either. He had his reasons, whatever they maybe, they were probably sound to him, and as long as he’s happy with himself, who should care about what’s going on.
My mother says that the only reason I’ve been getting presents from him recently is because he’s feeling guilty. I say; BRING. IT. ON. I don’t care if he’s feeling guilty, or trying to make himself better, he’s the only person recently who’s gotten me things I ACTUALLY NEED. Blardy hell if I’m going to cut myself off just because she thinks that he’s done a bad thing.
Materialistic? I don’t think so, and if you do, maybe your really quite naive about the world and how it works.
[ i was going to say something else, but i forgot, it probably would've sounded profound, maybe profane as well, but who cares. well I do, cause i forgot what it was. ]
I also wish for [in no particular order] :
War
Less people on earth [we need less of the emo, depressed, needy shite]
An island where we can throw ppl with diseases and kill them all
Chocolate
A dog
A rabbit
A cat
A guinea pig [WHY are they called guinea pigs?]
Books
and more random stuff.
Benny Lava and other strange videos lol
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZA1NoOOoaNw <- benny lava….my looney bun is fine benny lava…
and the one that followed….
THE NIPPLE SONG!!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=bLpROhIg9eA&feature=related
New WordPress
I’ll prolly be starting a new wordpress soon for random story ideas and stuff like that when i do i’ll post the link here. not that i should cause who reads my blog anyway and who updates it anyhow lol
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